When i think bout my life, i feel like crying..
I look around me...my friends...my cousins...my family...
and yes, just like many, i want to turn back time..
but its impossible..when i was a child, i did asked God to turn it back.
in my head, 'Dear Allah, when i wake up,the next day,please bring me to another time before this'
and then i closed my eyes...
the next morning,first thing i did was to check the time and date.
nothing's changed.
i very well know that God is the best planner. but im struggling.
All i can do now is pray for a better life. i may look happy,hyper,crazy most of the time.

but im lonely...lonely as in... for now, only God understands...