When i think bout my life, i feel like crying..
I look around me...my friends...my cousins...my family...
and yes, just like many, i want to turn back time..
but its impossible..when i was a child, i did asked God to turn it back.
in my head, 'Dear Allah, when i wake up,the next day,please bring me to another time before this'
and then i closed my eyes...
the next morning,first thing i did was to check the time and date.
nothing's changed.
i very well know that God is the best planner. but im struggling.
All i can do now is pray for a better life. i may look happy,hyper,crazy most of the time.

but im lonely...lonely as in... for now, only God understands...

You know i did it for ur own good. i didnt even scold you. but i guessed u took it wrongly...
You cant even give me the benefit of having a conversation.
well i tried, didnt i?

HAHAHA SO CUTE THIS UNCLE WHO'S IN CHARGE OF MY RACE'S FB.
DONT KNOW WHO THOUGH ^^ SEE WHAT HE SPELLED MY NAME AS. BUT HIS THOUGHT IS ALL THAT MATTERS, THANK YOU MR.GJTS !

FROM KAKAK NURUL HUDA :']

only read this email if youre free.
since Im bored. Here am i thinking and staring on the screen of my pc.

Ive got no card. no cliché shit stuff on facebook wall.
yes, tak abes2 facebook but all i have is this email which will tell u all.

So, bro, youre 19 today. Any wish youd like to say?
like a change in you or a change in us any way.

Guiding us to the right path and helping us all, quoting words frm quran.
I like that, good for us and you, hopefully that will deviate us away from the setan.

Or even to demolish that ''super massive black hole" in our hearts, nah, not that song from Muse.
In fact, its that black dot in our heart, if not, we'll be on the lose.

Do send me that meaningful quran quotes and keep your prayers for your family and friends.
Ill do the same in return, helping us moving foward, hoping that this wouldnt be only a dream or a pretend.

Its our life, hadith once say: we are what our friends are.
So you choose best, even if its only a friend, so we'll be on par.
On par, With those on the right path as stated in al fatihah.

So, since im the last to wish you a happy birthday. Last yr.
I hope this year ill be few of the first, cause i know there will be the first, this year.

U have a great 19th! Enjoy life w Allah by your side.
Insyallah, everything will be alright.

Wealth and Health.
Study and of course being Happy

Few will deserve it all.
but only He, shall have the last call.
Good Luck!


HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY HAZIQ!
you'll never walk alone

Assalamualaikum,
Huda

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