Friday, January 01, 2010


2009.

Started off as a very bad year.
slowly...it turned out well..
very well actually.

yeah,infront or behind.
some of you may have motivated me bout studies..
some no..
some even criticised me....i know who i am.
i know what others feel.
you people dont.
i dont know wether to believe retributions or not..cos so far,most people who have hurt me..
are surviving..really well.
and to make matter worst for people who hate em,im glad those people who love hurting,are well.

why? oh why? should u ask.
i live my life for myself and for everyone i care.
hate me.
comment me.
criticise me.
hurt me.
i wont do shits.
cos i know god or something,will hit it back on ya.
and wow,it never happened..i guess..haha..

now i realised God's giving em a second chance..ALOT of chances actually..
and to my realisation,ive been given the chances too.
that is why,i try not to do shits.
always happy.
always smiling.
always crazy.
always laughing.
regardless of shame.
cos im being me.
haha i am sorry for those who're around me..i know,u people are kinda embarassed..and so i apologise..i try to cut down ok ok ok? =p

and this year's highlight

lemme name those people...
(i have alot to name..all of you who are reading this are my good friends and families..but i'll just show the top highlights ok? or my post will never end. haha sorry)

1st person i met this year who changed my life was Iylia.
this big 18 year old girl.
who is now the good friend of Hafiq and Farhan too =]
hahaha.
we tend to scold each other (actually,im the one who scolded her way more)
for some reaons =]
and she accepted it..
(dont worry,im not bullying her..im changing her.)
for some reasons as well.
Iylia,i know you've been very paranoid bout that thing.
but dont u forget why we are here for.
you're like a big sister to me whom i love bullying =p
but u're too a bestfriend whom i hate to see crying and getting sad over things WHICH U TOLD ME..that ure over it . HAHA.
i know its hard to let things go.
i know it myself.
and i ASSUME,NOW..ure REALLY over bout that? hahaha.
oh well, thank you for entering my life.
Farhan and Hafiq,too...they always talk to me bout u saying random things..
and i told em that that's just like you..
ahahah cute pe :D

something important,im sorry.
for everything.
you know why..
god have reasons.i have reasons.
and yes,I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND SHIRA =D
hehe...when's yours?
i cant wait to see that perfect guy for u. 2 years later k? LMAO.



some OF MY Bros From The Geek/UnderLying
lemme repeat- (i have alot to name..all of you who are reading this are my good friends and families..but i'll just show the top highlights ok? or my post will never end. haha sorry)

Danial- You've always been the noisiest and happiest around us.u made us happy 24/7
and how glad i am to have met you.sad to see u cut ur hair..
we've celebrated it during the comet rain event..hahaha.
that we wont forget =]
as bastard as u are,just like me..ahahaha.
we know each other well...very well,bro =]

Hafiq-Still the big boss man i know.
but with a kitten's heart.not as if im saying you're weak..but you're nice.and friendly.
THATS WAD I MEANT! ahahahah.
go and bloodly blog la -.- or delete,but NO! dont. hahaha.
thanks for always being willing to come to my house then me going to urs..hahaha.
dont worry bout ur life kay bro? god has plans.i know it =]
lets BJJ AGAIN!


Adam-1st ever BJJ partner,the most talented guy around us.
yes,versatile
he's a very cool dude.
patient and all.
except for some reasons.
i know bro,we were overboard..but its fun..haahhaa =p
thank you for ur music knowledge,thank u for debating ..i know i always win kan?
next time give u chance k? hohoho..
thank you for ur willingness to teach the band everything,YES EVERYTHING.
and thank you for ur awesome guitar solos.
it brings orgasm to my ears.LOL!

Khairul- bro,you may not have been replying to my smses =p
ahahaa but its ok.
i think i know wads ur reasons are.
just that,remember to improve urself in the new year ok bro?
i know someone's waiting for you..
take ur time to make it perfect =] love u bro.

Farhan-
i think,you're the closest soul to have ever walked into my life.
haha yes,its true.
you've made my house like ur 1st house.
pity Mak Long =p hahaha!
but i know she's glad knowing that ure safe.
being a 15 years old in 2009 doesnt show me that ure still stuck in ur years,no.
you've zoomed to the future.
you may well know more than me.
and i have to accept that.
hahaha.
you and Nabil have been one of the awesomest cousins i know
not to forget Akif and Zee and Haikal and Athirah and many more.
but ure the highlight of this year =]
and thank you for being there with me.
u know i need you,bro.
love you alot han.
great pick up.fast pick up with the bass.
you're talented and we all know it =D

Nabil-
my WING-CHUN partner.
*bow to you*
HOW COME me and Farhan always respect you?
hahaha.
cos you're the coolest dude ever man.
we love your style.
of coz,FUCK MAINSTREAM again and again =p
sorry that i listen to disney..forgive me bro..
some songs are nice..BUT,i stick to my concept..NOT mainstream kan? hahaha
bout music,1st thing in my mind is you,bro.
you've always been the enthusiastic one bout discovering new bands and i have to admit it,you've succeeded..WOW.great bands.great music.even MTV cant beat u at that =]
thank you so much bro.
U KNOW WE HAVE THIS MAGICAL TELEPATHY RIGHT?
hahaha...
I know orang yg paling bingit is Haikal..hahaha.
cos hes the one who always notices.
in a few years time,u and Farhan gonna be the best guitarist ever!
u and me,gonna be the grandmaster of WING-CHUN =D
hahahaa.
i cant wait for that.
do well in life k bro?
u're doing good.

Anisa Fadly Lam -
WOAH.yes this girl is WOAH.
hahaha.
she's one of the best sisters ive ever met.
very commited.
extra-very nice. and i love being with her.
she's the busiest bee working now so cant meet u that often =[
whatever it is..we both have almost the same life.
and i feel you.
you feel me =]
thank so so much for ur strong words..
since Liverpool came here up until now.
here i am rising,because of you.
lets smile together =]
haha.

LASTLY..BUT NEVER LEASTLY..
lol.
A Girl i met when i was sec2 -.- 2006?
ST JOHN AMBULANCE BRIGADE.
during my advance course.Ngee Ann Poly isit?
haha.tink so.
I have my eyes on ONLY HER.
i swear.hahaha.
dumb as we were, =p both of us just kept quiet.
hahahaha.
i was a noobshit in my track pants -.-
how could she have a crush on me?..
well i have the answer,im just the best damn thing.LMAO!
ahahaha..oh well.
kept mums for almost 3 years plus.
she live her life.
i live mine.hahaha.
up until one day i commented her on something..
thats when we both start talking..every day and evey night..
cannot detailed detailed..cos sure got kpo ppl here and there =p

something keep telling me that i dont deserve her.
cos she's the angel who deserves an angel.
but i told that something,im gonna be that angel.
even if i dont have superpowers.
i'd fight for her.even after death.

my life changed.totally.
like i told her,
i learnt to understand,care,forgive and lastly,to love.
she would do nothing at all,and i already love her so much.
god has plan for us.
and i wish to fulfill it.
i still think i havent do anything much for her.
im preparing,baby..sabar ye? hehehe.

i know baby,ive been a super big ass..
very irritating right?
sorry bout my farts..letting it out is healthy =x
u do that too ok? hahaha =p
after all that ive done,ure still here with me..
thank u so much for that,baby =]

True Love Is For People Who Really Want To Love.
And I Am Ready,
NURSYAHIRAH NAWAWI.

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