the few pics only..booo! no pics at fishing port. =/

HAIKAL TO IMAN : iman,sape favourite cousin?
IMAN : ABG HAZIQ!
ME : in my heart *well well well*
HAIKAL TO NABILAH : ilah,sape favourite cousin ilah??
Me : *was expecting 'syaza'*
NABILAH : ABG HAZIQ...
ME : *well well well*

i just hope they're not lying. ahahahha.

FISHING AT JALAN BUROH!
:D
both of my lil cousins caught a fish each.
take note i got none.so dont laugh.
HAHAHA feel so noob.
they even know how to throw.
put the bait.
touched and forced the BLACK WRIGGLY WORMS out of their houses.
AHAHAHAH!
even HAFIQ AND FARHAN DIDN'T DARE TOO.
well duh -.-
I used kak Shima's rod.
:D
fed up..well duh..the whole evening and morning ..
no fishes for me..
haha got trapped by the rocks..alot of times and i had to go down to take..
super slippery..
heart beats fast...one wrong move..i'll be in the sea..ahahaha.
i did slipped and fell on my butt..
after all that trouble,STILL my rod got stucked.
LMAO.
was fed up.
but no more.was fun.
cos WE WROTE A SONG!
WE ARE THE..
FISHERMEN!!
OUR 1ST SONG IS CALLED 'FIREPROOF'

VOCALISTS : YAZIER,ME!
GUITARIST : HAFIQ
BEATBOXER : NABIL
''JACK BLACK'' : FARHAN (U'LL KNOW WAD IT MEANS SOON)
SCREAMER : ALIM

WOOO..GENRE?
INDUSTRIAL ROCK!
AHAHAHA.

so back to fishing.
Yazier slept awhile then woke up for maggi.
Farhan slept long.super long.
wanted to watch movie via Fiq's laptop..but kinda no mood uh..booo!
was super hungry..didnt want to share..
i mean,take some frm em.haha.
so yea,prepared to wait till later morning.
but as we were sitting and chatting
I SAW 2 PACKETS!
FRIED NOODLE.
FRIED RICE.
asked my uncle to smell if its ok..
he say CAN! NO PROBLEM!
the rest didnt want..
I FINISHED ALL.
MUAHAHAHA..WORTHed MY WAIT.
ALHAMDULILLAH.
i tink i caught no fishes cos both my parents dont allow me to T.T

ibu : SOLAT TAK??? (pray anot?)
me: *smiles*
dad : *before he starts saying anythin*
me: i know i know...

still,atleast they know im safe with my men :D (and Nabilah)
slept at 6.
woke up at 8am.
3 ppl came to fish..
before we left,they caught a fish.
Abg Danial said its a MIRROR? (cermin)
ahahaha...

RARA CURSED ME! SHE SAID THE FISHES ALL SLEEP AT 11PM.
THE REST STILL GOT SOME.
EVEN EELS!
WHILE ME?!!?! FARHAN?!!?
T.T
ok la still got some others who didnt get any too.
atleast i pass the throwing!
wooo im so glad.
Nabilah was the one who taught me -.-
(primary 3 girl)

IMAN TO ALIM : NAME JE ALIM,TAPI ORANG ZALIM.
ME AND NABIL..LOOKED AT EACH OTHER AND LAUGHHHHHHed.
ALIM (COUNTER-ATTACK) : NAME JE IMAN,TAPI ORANG TAK BERIMAN.


ahahaahah DIDNT EXPECT THAT WAS COMING.

tried to take photos..
but not clear..
the place was too dark..
AKIF made it worst..
''we're near a tree..so dont shout..dont disturb''

T.T

OK.waited for NO fishes.
8am,off to ayer rajah!
ate mee rebus.

went home.
FARHAN,ALIM,IMAN AND NABILAH with me.

THANK YOU ABG HAIKAL.ABG DANIAL.PAKCIK IS.PAPA.NABIL.HARITH.YAZIER.
FARHAN.
ALIM.HAFIQ.NABILAH.IMAN.

~When I'm away from you I can't stay still
My thoughts won't move from the way I feel
It happens time and time again
And the circle never ends~

Schooled.
then off to vivoooo.
met Iylia.Syfq and her colleague.
wanted to watch Hachiko.but no more seaats T.T oh well,next time :D
watched myyyy exxxx!
HAHAHAHAHAH!
the movie has more gore scenes than scary scenes =.=
almost vomitted..cossss..
i ate alot..ALOT..of candies!
from mini toons $12plus and ended up ate only abit.
the girls were too scared to eat,i guess.
lucky no treat for food.just drinks.
HAHA =P
during the movie,i got so fed up.super fed up.worried.angry.an anything else thats negative cos of a text...well,manymany texts..sigh..hope you're ok.. =[
got one part when we saw the ghost,
the girls were holding hands.
then me,got noone to hug,turned to my right and tried to grab Iylia's shirt.
she suddenly freaked out...LMAO.
alot of times!
glad she didnt cry -.-
cos i'll feel bad.
oh well,she did scolded me.
MAKI ME RABAK2
AHAHAHAHA!
OH GOSH IM SO SORRY. LOL LOL!
dont want to say here :D
hahahaa SYFQ KNOWS BEST.
iylia closed her eyes for most parts of the movie -.-
I LIKE THE ENDING =D wahahahahaa.
watch if u wanna.
dont watch if u dont wanna.
well,duh.
Im meeting J soon.
1st off,to Zee's house to pass him money and stuffs.
then at night or evening, FISHING!
woo cant wait.
ahahah 18years old,1st time fishing :D
wad u expect? :]
with cousins and =D hafiq.
and 2 uncles.
ahhhh..need a rest with my men.
i hope i caught a shark..more hopefully,blue whale =p

like a river flows and a flower grows,
my love for you will never fade.
like the sun will rise in the morning sky,
you know that i'm here to stay forever.
(:

I LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE DO THESE FOR ME..COME ON! MORE MORE! I SAVE EM =D
HAAHHAHA!

SYAZA MAMA..AWWW..THANKS ALOT SIS..CHEERED UP ALRIGHT! =]

HAHA FATHIN ALIYAH...this is a cute one!
dont be sorry again! it's fine! nice cake! thanks alot too buddy! =]


oh and J! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING...and more to come =D

"Let Me Go"

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]

There simply is no way without pain. If you are harsh then you appear heartless, if you are not firm then they think that there is still hope. This is a very narrow path.

Find a healthy way in the middle and stay the person you are.

No matter how many tips..advises..comments..
no matter how much i helped..
change ppl's life..
scold em for their wrong doings..
tell em not to do stupid stuffs...

i realised...im just the same as everyone else.....

Went to ECP! with SHIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ngee Ann Poly..
Jumbo sales there.
came all the way from Jurong to get flipflops from Fathin Aliyah!
hahaha bought alot.since i promised her so.
go to know,still not enough =/
my bad.
haha.hope the sale will work out well in a day or two =]

then off to vivo.
standard thing to do,ARCADE AND MOVIE =D

motobike racing. (fair i think)
car racing. (forgot)
hockey. (me)
basketball (she ownssszsxcx)
ANIMAL KAISER.

im leading hockey, 30-29 :D
im leading animal kaiser 9-7 =]

but...this is a whole lifetime game.. i know Shira will catch up -.-
SHE ALWAYS DOES..
grrrr bingit..

haha oh ya,IT'S NOT ME I SWEAR..
is a french? movie..ahaha we didnt know..
from the title,we thought its a comedy..
well yes it is,but in a different level
i enjoyed it.
i really do.
HAHAHAHAAH ME AND SHIRA LOOKED AT EACH OTHER..
AT ONE POINT ONF TIME..
HAHAHA FUNNY SHIT!
PUKI! AHAHAHA.

Shira got a splinter =[
i asked her too look elsewhere.then i quickly sucker her feet.HAHA!
very ticklish -.- and nt painful according to her

ok..stop..
we cabbed home..cos i was too lazy to mrt home..
hahaha..
HOME SWEET HOME.
Shira slept in the cab..
but not sleepy at home -.-
hahha
while i am!

GOOD NIGHT SUCKERS! =]
except for Shira and Iman.HAHAH

Gather your courage and consider this scenario: You're sitting quietly at home when the telephone rings. You answer it and find out that the person closest to you has just been killed in an accident.

After the shock, and after you get the necessary details, what's your first thought? If you're like many people, you might think back to your last interaction.

Did you share a leisurely meal together, or were you both rushing about frantically? Did you have a nice conversation, or had you been arguing? Did you take time to embrace before parting ways, or did you forget to even say goodbye?

Most importantly, were you up to date with each other—no unfinished business, no unexpressed appreciation, no "I love you's" left unsaid?

you don't have to wait for illness or death to help you grow.

As long as you're here, it's not too late to use the Four Things to clean up unfinished business and breathe new life into your relationships. Don't wait. Connect with those you care about and speak from your heart: I love you...I forgive you...please forgive me...thank you. These are the four things that matter most.

-CAT SAUNDERS

JANUARY 14....26 YEARS AGO..AH COUNT YOURSELF.

FOR MOM AND DAD
Ibu & Ayah
Zahrah Ibrahim & Kahar Sujari
ON YOUR 26TH ANNIVERSARY

Because of the two of you.
I know what love is.
It's Patience.It's Sacrifice.
It's Sharing Joy
and Keeping Faith.
It's what keeps us strong and helps us find our way.

Because of the two of you.
I know what family is.
It's Laughing.It's Listening.
It's Understanding
It's Growing up.
and Growing together.
It's being there for each other,no matter what.

Because of the two of you.
I know that love and family
are at the heart of a good life
and a lasting marriage.

Because of the two of you.
I'll always be thankful
for the love we have
and the family we are

Because of the two of you.
I'm me.I'm born.I'm Haziq.
I'm Awesome.I'm Handsome.I'm Sexy (dont mind this line)
hehe.
& i wont forget that...
THANK YOU..for everything..
& SORRY..for everything...

HUDA! this lil big girl.. lols! going 21 soon.
wished me at 10.39..but was the last one..hmmm..how come?
haha she used the world clock,England!
she actually texted me at 6.39. and that's something special there.. woots!
I know uve been busy working day and night.
giving tuitions and also going to continue ur studies.
wish you All The Best Sis =]
Thanks alot for everything.really,everything.
awesome knowing you.
Y.N.W.A.

I swear I love this cookie cake..heh =p

My Facebook Status
''TO ALL 150PLUS PPL WHO WISHED ME,THANK YOU SO MUCH T.T SO TOUCHED. LOL. I KNOW IT SUCKS, JAN 11..O LEVEL RESULT FOR MOST OF MY FRIENDs.. THOSE WHO DID WELL. WORK HARDER..BE CONSISTENT. THOSE WHO DID NOT,STAY WITH YOUR AIM,YOUR DESTINATION.. ITS JUST A LONGER ROUTE,WHICH WILL MAKE YOU STRONGER. THERES NO END,WHEN YOU'RE BREATHING. THANKS ALOT AGAIN,EVERYONE.''

SO yeah.
in the morn of Jan 11,got alot of text.
Shira wished me RIGHT on the dot.
as mentioned in the previous post. haha.
Had a bad tummyache =[
Shira passed me..telepathically.LOL!
so didnt go to skool in the morn =[
met up with Shira..and we cabbed to her school together.
when its her turn..i came to her..i told her,ok la..'14'
WOOTS IT REALLY IS 14..
ahahahah!
so glad i am (seeing her sooo glad)
and i must admit,while waiting for her result,i was nervous too -.-
lols!
*I GOT MY CERTTT =P*
randomz.

so sorry for the rest =[
refer to the top of this post for encouragement..
be strong. ok? =]
i had my sucky day too and i know how it feels like.

then off to SP! wanted to see see wad course Shira wants.
haha.
then to JP.wanted to watch movie.
but no,no nice movie..lol
then arcaded! OWNSSZZZ HER IN ANIMAL KAISER =D
KENA
OWNSZSZSZ IN MARIO RACING -.-

hahahaahaha!
then off to pool at arenaaaa...
HIDAYAT.HAFIQ.ANISA WAS THERE.
I WON ALL GAMES
LUCK? NO LA! WHERE GOT LUCK.
hahahaah!
Shira improved soo much.
another achievement :D ahaha.

and when i got home!! wooo.on the table.
LUXURY CREAM WAFERS,BIRTHDAY CARD FROM FAMILY.AND,CRAVE CALVIN KLEIN PERFUME.
and MUMMY gonna get me my fave watchhh..
will tell u soon what brand =p
never famous.
u all should know,
MAINSTREAM CAN GO AND DIE! hahaahha =p

ONCE AGAIN,
THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE.
SHIRA,FOR THE BIRTHDAY COOKIE CAKE AND THE GIFT.
EVERYONE FOR THE WISHES =]
MY FAMILY,FOR THE GIFTS TOO!
HAFIQ AND SHIRA (AGAIN) FOR THE POOL =]
AND AGAIN,EVERYONE! heh.

Shira,I'm really happy you did wonderfully.
my wish and my prayer came true.

Siti Nurhaliza's Birthday..means..
Its MY birthday!
haha..thanks so much..

THOSE who texted me.
THOSE who msned me.
THOSE who facebooked me.
THOSE who wished me verbally.

My parents.
My siblings.
My mum for kissing me many2 when i just woke up.LOL.
i was like 'ok..okk..enough..thank you...'
hahaahah.
Sorry Shira =/ my mum kissed me 1st... =x
lols.

YEA SHIRA wished me on the DOT =D
00:00
wooooo..

The thoughts of u ppl is wad really matters :]
thank you again...

Husna bored at home...
wants to go out..
and we did..
lol..
Husna,Danial,Hafiq,Iman -.- ya,Iman..hahaahah...
Pastamania-ed at Cineleisure.
Something Happened...Dont know how to explain..
but we were all laughing...very hardly..except for iman.
but iman laughed hardly,at other things -.-
leave that to the others..if they wanna blog or not. lmao.
then walk walk..
to Heeren too..
I miss Shira..

met up with Anisa,Khairul,Jun Zhan and a chinese girl.
at bugis mcd.
THERE,something happened too...
HAHAHA.
FINALLY..LIKE FINALLY..
THEY SAW ME VERY...VERY...VERY...IRRITATED...
AND'RE HAPPY BOUT IT. -.-

oh well,go home..then i'll do something bout it :D
but too tired.went home and sleep.hahah.

*ok back to the past*
met Adam..
forgot he works near too..and all went home together..awww..happy friends. lol
I miss Shira..

bid goodbye to others..and bused home.
on the way to bus stop..
we tried to scare iman..
but he kepting laughing and interrupting us..
me and hafiq gave up..
i think the problem with him not seeing any ghost is because all ghost gave up on him already.
no hope..
ahaaahahaaha..hell yeah..i wanna kick him in the head..
just like you all do! (talking to all spirits)
back home by 12.30...
very late..for iman..
so-so for me..
felt different.. =[ i want to send Shira home...
haha..
I miss Shira!

she'll be back today in the evening!
i'll be having my training around that time
COME BACK SAFELY GIRL!

Enjoy ur 2-days away,SHIRA!
see u on monday...special day.. -.- cos of olevel's result. heh.
miss Ya! love Ya!

Went to fetch PIKI-mon
at skool..but we were late...
and he left..HAHAHA!
Shira was damn worried -.-
we cabbed all the way there for nothing..
atleast buy la Animal Kaiser card right? ahahaha
then to teban to get him.
we bus-ed to JP for Pizza Hut!
as usual,me,always me..ordered abit too much..
lol. had to pack.
then played Animal Kaiser!
i won the last round finally..
not happy seh..lose to small kid..hahaaha =p

then off to the other arcade.
Hockey.car racing.basketball.
the ball hit my head.dont know came from where -.-
hockey, Shira's leading i think..
booo la! semue kalah! =[

the sent em homeeee..
me reached home rather tiredd..
watched bleach! ahaha hiatus for so long..
then bla bla bla...

good night.
I Love You.

tired

Never Though MY Blog Post's Gonna Be This Hectic..hahaha!

iyliaaa: ahahaha. lol. nothing to say abt the post.

DON'T SAY ANYTHING,JUST CRY! NOW! ahahaha

NABIL LOVES HAZIQ: thanks dude.. greatest speech ever.. love ya man.. You the first im gonna tell when i form a band and the first song we make im gonna let you and farhan listen,FIRST!!! all de best in life.. DDD

HAHA YEAH MAN! I CAN'T WAIT FOR UR BAND..2nd HARD/GLAM ROCK BAND IN SINGAPORE YEAH?? hohohoho! love ya too bro!

FARHAN LOVES HAZIQ MORE: Thanks ziq. =( you ****. Haha made me tear on the first day of the year. I love you more than you'll ever know. May we never be apart. Never. =)

hahaah SORRY HAN,made u cry..lols...alamak,NO MAN..I LOVE YOU MORE! HAHAHA..never part..never.

shiraaa: nak join. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOUR FAMILY AND COUSINS AND FRIENDS DO !

THAT,U MUST GADOH WITH THEM,ALL I KNOW IS I LOVE YOU THE MOST BABY! =P hohohoho.

NABIL LOVES HAZIQ: SIBOK!!!! WE LOVE YOU ZIQQYS...

ME LOVE YOU ALL TOO! LIKE DUH.hahaha.

ANISA LOVES HAZIQ MOST: lemme cont from my name. ANISA LOVES HAZIQ MOST BUT SHIRA LOVES HIM MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE ;D woah. my name full name seh!!!! hahaha thanks haziq. (: without you also, idk how will i be now.

PANJANG PE NAME..lol.. haha yeah...with ur character,im sure u can live well on ur own =]
my love daughter! hahah

FARHAN LOVES HAZIQ MORE: THE REST ALL PENIPU! FARHAN FARHAN LOVES HAZIQ

LOLS. penipuuuuu.. tak baek kau membuat fitnah..




haha THANK GUYS FOR SPAMMING -.- hahaha

I'm gonna make this post as short as possible..
though i doubt i can. hahaha.

woke up at 8.30.called up Shira and off to meet her and Anisa at JP.
Anisa went to collect money..her blogshop business..
RICH SIA..RICH WITH COINS..hahahaha!

then we went to suntec; SIAM KITCHEN =D
steven,was being an ass.

nvm,so we ate alot.
lucky got discount..but still,expensive..hahaha.
we paid all with coins..HAHA
Thanks to Anisa :D

the she had to leave.
left me and Shira.
i dropped my mango on my JEANS!
YES SURPRISED? JEANS!!
AHAHAHA.
SHIRA MUM WANTS ME IN JEANS =P
hahahaah..

then off to cineleisure.
wanted to book for others..but late reply.
we booked for us only at 2am

Have You Met The Morgans? lol

then we went to..where ah? oh shopped at suntec..hehe.
WELCOME DEAR =P
and to marina foodcourt.
waited for her familia guys.
Shaifful.Syakir.Muhsin and gf and botak.
we played ben 10...BEN10 poker la..hahaha.

dont want to tell who won alot..later SOMEONE say i action..
hohohoho
dah action dah =p
hehees..

the Shaifful brought us to this place..very the cool.
not much ppl up there..
but when night reached,the fog was hurting our eyes so much..
red eyes already..thank god the guys then wanted to go down to the grass patch.
grass patch oso grass la.
as long as its not fog.
LOL!

i hope next year we find somewhere cool :D
heees.
and NOT HURTING ME..lol.

played cards too.diff kind of games..
Shira's version of SNAP.
hahaah.

then Danny arrived.
YAY BY MIDNIGHT,I MADE A NEW FRIEND CALLED BILL
hahahaah!!!!

fireworks were awesome..better than last year?
i forgot last year's.
hahaha.

then the Familia guys,disappeared -.-
we were then forced to look for em..
in the end,hp recovered their connections and we managed to call the guys..
memorial. lol.
Danny wanted to meet Farhan,Hafiq and the rest..but he got fed up..cos both side cant hear clearly..
and so he went off to meet his family.
and we,movie!
pity Danny.

HAHA WASTED $20.
we both slept for sometime during the movie.
hee..but nvm dear,we watch again k? =]
i download.

after movie,offfff tooo meeet Farhan,Hafiq,Alim and Hafiz..
we cabbed to fort canning park..
something happened..REAL BAD.
at the 'coffin'...
malay called it keramat..of a malay person..

oh well..SOMETHING MROE AWESOME HAPPENED when we went to the toilet..
heard screaming..i tot it was only girls being drunk..
then it kept going on and on...

then i ask my frens uh..
OK I THINK THE GIRL GOT..bla bla bla..
Farhan and Fiq went to see..and it was true..Shira didnt wanna see.

but we really need to go by there..and yea..when we're passing by..
some guys called us..asking if we can help take out the thingy inside of her..
ok duh,we cant..
we're still fucking teenagers..
even if can read,our will not strong enough.. =[
and we dont want any of us to get hurt..
especially Shira..
me and her waited and watched from afar..
Hafiq reversed to us.hahaha.

THAT 'GIRL' ran to us -.- halfway and she dropped.
woah scary..i swear i'd bring her down..
maybe even dropkick...cannt get near my Girl.hahahaah!

then since its not good to watch..we left...
we were already far..but we can still hear the girl screaming -.-

Shira held Hafiq and my hand so tightly.
lol!
cute ah..hahaha.

walked to the nearest mrt..i think..
and stayed there..since mrt not open yet..haah mrt not open yet -.-
saw SUNGAI..
(only the geeks know)
saw vomits!
(everyone know)
LOL.
drunk ppl..alot!
AND ..ALOT OF MALAYS.. -.-
awesome..really awesome.
how i wish sometimes 2012 will really be real.
=x ok no!
im not ready oso!
haahahah..
then in the mrt..no seats =[
sent Shira home..
and i cabbed home..
didnt bathe..too lethargic..
told Shira im home and we slept!
YAY AT LAST!

woke up at 12 for prayers.
Shira woke up at 5plus..ahahaha =p
nvm,the more sleep u have,the better..

MERRY NEW YEAR TO ALL.
MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE SAME ;
TO BE A BETTER ME..
BUT I'LL IMPROVISE THIS YEAR ;
TO BE A BETTER ME AND MAKE SURE SHIRA'S FINE & HEALTHY.
hahahaha :D
SO EAT MORE BABY!
hohohoho!

2009.

Started off as a very bad year.
slowly...it turned out well..
very well actually.

yeah,infront or behind.
some of you may have motivated me bout studies..
some no..
some even criticised me....i know who i am.
i know what others feel.
you people dont.
i dont know wether to believe retributions or not..cos so far,most people who have hurt me..
are surviving..really well.
and to make matter worst for people who hate em,im glad those people who love hurting,are well.

why? oh why? should u ask.
i live my life for myself and for everyone i care.
hate me.
comment me.
criticise me.
hurt me.
i wont do shits.
cos i know god or something,will hit it back on ya.
and wow,it never happened..i guess..haha..

now i realised God's giving em a second chance..ALOT of chances actually..
and to my realisation,ive been given the chances too.
that is why,i try not to do shits.
always happy.
always smiling.
always crazy.
always laughing.
regardless of shame.
cos im being me.
haha i am sorry for those who're around me..i know,u people are kinda embarassed..and so i apologise..i try to cut down ok ok ok? =p

and this year's highlight

lemme name those people...
(i have alot to name..all of you who are reading this are my good friends and families..but i'll just show the top highlights ok? or my post will never end. haha sorry)

1st person i met this year who changed my life was Iylia.
this big 18 year old girl.
who is now the good friend of Hafiq and Farhan too =]
hahaha.
we tend to scold each other (actually,im the one who scolded her way more)
for some reaons =]
and she accepted it..
(dont worry,im not bullying her..im changing her.)
for some reasons as well.
Iylia,i know you've been very paranoid bout that thing.
but dont u forget why we are here for.
you're like a big sister to me whom i love bullying =p
but u're too a bestfriend whom i hate to see crying and getting sad over things WHICH U TOLD ME..that ure over it . HAHA.
i know its hard to let things go.
i know it myself.
and i ASSUME,NOW..ure REALLY over bout that? hahaha.
oh well, thank you for entering my life.
Farhan and Hafiq,too...they always talk to me bout u saying random things..
and i told em that that's just like you..
ahahah cute pe :D

something important,im sorry.
for everything.
you know why..
god have reasons.i have reasons.
and yes,I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND SHIRA =D
hehe...when's yours?
i cant wait to see that perfect guy for u. 2 years later k? LMAO.



some OF MY Bros From The Geek/UnderLying
lemme repeat- (i have alot to name..all of you who are reading this are my good friends and families..but i'll just show the top highlights ok? or my post will never end. haha sorry)

Danial- You've always been the noisiest and happiest around us.u made us happy 24/7
and how glad i am to have met you.sad to see u cut ur hair..
we've celebrated it during the comet rain event..hahaha.
that we wont forget =]
as bastard as u are,just like me..ahahaha.
we know each other well...very well,bro =]

Hafiq-Still the big boss man i know.
but with a kitten's heart.not as if im saying you're weak..but you're nice.and friendly.
THATS WAD I MEANT! ahahahah.
go and bloodly blog la -.- or delete,but NO! dont. hahaha.
thanks for always being willing to come to my house then me going to urs..hahaha.
dont worry bout ur life kay bro? god has plans.i know it =]
lets BJJ AGAIN!


Adam-1st ever BJJ partner,the most talented guy around us.
yes,versatile
he's a very cool dude.
patient and all.
except for some reasons.
i know bro,we were overboard..but its fun..haahhaa =p
thank you for ur music knowledge,thank u for debating ..i know i always win kan?
next time give u chance k? hohoho..
thank you for ur willingness to teach the band everything,YES EVERYTHING.
and thank you for ur awesome guitar solos.
it brings orgasm to my ears.LOL!

Khairul- bro,you may not have been replying to my smses =p
ahahaa but its ok.
i think i know wads ur reasons are.
just that,remember to improve urself in the new year ok bro?
i know someone's waiting for you..
take ur time to make it perfect =] love u bro.

Farhan-
i think,you're the closest soul to have ever walked into my life.
haha yes,its true.
you've made my house like ur 1st house.
pity Mak Long =p hahaha!
but i know she's glad knowing that ure safe.
being a 15 years old in 2009 doesnt show me that ure still stuck in ur years,no.
you've zoomed to the future.
you may well know more than me.
and i have to accept that.
hahaha.
you and Nabil have been one of the awesomest cousins i know
not to forget Akif and Zee and Haikal and Athirah and many more.
but ure the highlight of this year =]
and thank you for being there with me.
u know i need you,bro.
love you alot han.
great pick up.fast pick up with the bass.
you're talented and we all know it =D

Nabil-
my WING-CHUN partner.
*bow to you*
HOW COME me and Farhan always respect you?
hahaha.
cos you're the coolest dude ever man.
we love your style.
of coz,FUCK MAINSTREAM again and again =p
sorry that i listen to disney..forgive me bro..
some songs are nice..BUT,i stick to my concept..NOT mainstream kan? hahaha
bout music,1st thing in my mind is you,bro.
you've always been the enthusiastic one bout discovering new bands and i have to admit it,you've succeeded..WOW.great bands.great music.even MTV cant beat u at that =]
thank you so much bro.
U KNOW WE HAVE THIS MAGICAL TELEPATHY RIGHT?
hahaha...
I know orang yg paling bingit is Haikal..hahaha.
cos hes the one who always notices.
in a few years time,u and Farhan gonna be the best guitarist ever!
u and me,gonna be the grandmaster of WING-CHUN =D
hahahaa.
i cant wait for that.
do well in life k bro?
u're doing good.

Anisa Fadly Lam -
WOAH.yes this girl is WOAH.
hahaha.
she's one of the best sisters ive ever met.
very commited.
extra-very nice. and i love being with her.
she's the busiest bee working now so cant meet u that often =[
whatever it is..we both have almost the same life.
and i feel you.
you feel me =]
thank so so much for ur strong words..
since Liverpool came here up until now.
here i am rising,because of you.
lets smile together =]
haha.

LASTLY..BUT NEVER LEASTLY..
lol.
A Girl i met when i was sec2 -.- 2006?
ST JOHN AMBULANCE BRIGADE.
during my advance course.Ngee Ann Poly isit?
haha.tink so.
I have my eyes on ONLY HER.
i swear.hahaha.
dumb as we were, =p both of us just kept quiet.
hahahaha.
i was a noobshit in my track pants -.-
how could she have a crush on me?..
well i have the answer,im just the best damn thing.LMAO!
ahahaha..oh well.
kept mums for almost 3 years plus.
she live her life.
i live mine.hahaha.
up until one day i commented her on something..
thats when we both start talking..every day and evey night..
cannot detailed detailed..cos sure got kpo ppl here and there =p

something keep telling me that i dont deserve her.
cos she's the angel who deserves an angel.
but i told that something,im gonna be that angel.
even if i dont have superpowers.
i'd fight for her.even after death.

my life changed.totally.
like i told her,
i learnt to understand,care,forgive and lastly,to love.
she would do nothing at all,and i already love her so much.
god has plan for us.
and i wish to fulfill it.
i still think i havent do anything much for her.
im preparing,baby..sabar ye? hehehe.

i know baby,ive been a super big ass..
very irritating right?
sorry bout my farts..letting it out is healthy =x
u do that too ok? hahaha =p
after all that ive done,ure still here with me..
thank u so much for that,baby =]

True Love Is For People Who Really Want To Love.
And I Am Ready,
NURSYAHIRAH NAWAWI.