Monday, December 27, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
I happened to read ur blog.
and now i understand roughly what ure going through.
first and foremost, im sorry to hear it.know it.read it.
maybe i dont deserve to know.
i mean, who am i right?
hahah..foreigner out of ur problems..
but maybe, God wants me to know.
maybe i could help. but i know im just a powerless human being just like all of us without Allah.
& i hope i can borrow as much power as possible...just to help u thru it.
someone we know says, shes running out of words to encourage you..
but i tell you, she wont run out of energy to support you..we all wont.
like i said again, God brings us to you. and we wont disappoint you.
& we're expecting you not to disappoint urself ....is that alright?
I hate it.... seeing ppl who are dear to me being very upset..for days & days..
i know its hard to get over it & solve it..
im not asking u to quickly end it.cos its impossible..
but im telling you that im by ur side.forever (even if you dont need me,im still gonna be a pest,just to make sure u are alright)
i will do what i can,with all my heart & my strengths to put u back into one piece. with an elephant glue.stronger than ever.
all i ask of you is..PATIENCE.
Allah works in mysterious ways... it might seem like it's destroying our life.. but just to remind you,He's not...
"And certainly, We shall test you with something of fear, hunger, loss of wealth, lives and fruits, but give glad tidings to As-Sabirun (the patient)". (2:155)
"Only those who are patient shall receive their reward in full, without reckoning.'' (39:10)
honestly, i too was down. and wanted to cry as well after knowing bout this. work just now wasnt too good either as i kept thinking bout it. i was thinking of how i want to help you. yes,i want to help. i really do. for you. your mum. your family. after all, she is one of my best teachers. :) but of course im not going to her and advise/encourage..bla bla.. ure the main source,so i'll go to you. and you, revive the spirit of your family. you may be young. but in there,i know..lies a very strong person character to be unleashed.
"And verily, whosoever shows patience and forgives, that would truly be from the things recommended by Allah.'' (42:43)
and keep this in mind, just being patient alone wont help. ive told u what to do right? how to be calm..how to think positive etc.. always keep in mind that whatever negative things that ure thinking of right now, is the work of the devil. BUT the devil is only working well because of the permission from Allah swt. if you passed His (Allah's) trial, u get ur reward. simple as that. but HOW u do it, is a different thing. thats harder. for now. practice. everything is about practice.
O you who believe! seek assistance through patience and prayer; surely Allah is with the patient. (2:153)
i know im not that of a good person as well. im dirty. im stupid. im a disaster. im a cheat. im a hypocrite. & simply say, im the devil u dont wanna meet.know.talk to.
whatever i do now, even if the deeds are as high as the mountains, i dont think i deserve Allah's forgiveness still.....hmmm...but we know How merciful Allah swt is..& im glad that He is..but im still not sure if he has forgiven me for what ive done in the past or not. i mean, if humans were to know..i can bet you,not many will forgive me. not many will acknowledge me as they would before. & all that i have left is Allah..and the teachings of Muhammad s.a.w.
i came from Him (Allah)..and i surely will return to Him. i will do my best. to be a better person every single day. and i will do my best to keep YOU on the safe road. i will strive for Islam. for Muslims like you. and for all that is good.
"And surely, We shall try you till We test those who strive hard (for the Cause of Allah) and As-Sabirun (the patient)'' (47:31)
I promise.I will not make u lose.
I will not make u lost.
I will not make u be the person who is in loss.
InsyaAllah.
Verily, man is in loss, except those who believe and do good deeds and encourage one another towards truth and encourage one another towards patience. (104:2-3)
This is Jihad For You. Win It.ive sent u the sms right? (bout Jihad)
if not..do ask from me.. heh.
so i guess ive spoken what i should spoke.
its all in ur hands now.
we'll be behind you.
i will pray for you.
I Love You.
Allah Loves You More. Do It For Us. (y)
Never Lose Faith In God & Yourself.
Out Of All of My Friends & Families, You're One Of Them Who Really Appreciate Me. I Thank You For That. Im Not Gonna Let You Down Either.
*by now,the song on my blog should've stopped,or maybe not =] *
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Keep the lyrics in your head.wherever u are,in whatever situation...and u will not forget God.
When you feel all alone in this world
And there’s nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows
When you're carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows
CHORUS
No matter what, inside or out
There’s one thing of which there’s no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows
And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows
When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows
When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows
CHORUS
When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows
You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows
CHORUS (x2)
BRIDGE:
Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.
Allah knows.
& I Hope For A Very Long Time.
I.WANT.TO.CHANGE.
For My Friends,Families & Especially God.
Looking Around Me,Truly Is Hurtful.
Everyone knows IT'S NEAR...but what do they do? nothing at all.
more ignorant. stronger hypocrite than before..
should i sigh? or shud i hold on to this hadith??
Allah's Apostle said, "If Allah wants to do good to somebody, He afflicts him with trials."
for now, i'll do my best to hold on to it.
"A time will come when people will run away from religious men in the same manner as they would run away from a dead donkey." [Riyad-un-Nasikhin: P356]
reading this, hurt me as well..why oh why?
its literally happening. my era. NOW.
Doomsday will not come until a man satisfies his sexual need with another man and a woman satisfies her sexual need with another woman. [Hatib]
even muslim ppl are doing this..no,dont tell me its modern thinking..
Quran never change.
we dont have new testaments anymore...so why should we?
we're globalised tooo much..westernized wayyyy too much..
brainwashed our own thinkings..
who's to blame?
i'll say ourselves for not being strong enough..
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Now i know what it feels like to love God.
I now understand why my parents never miss a single prayer.
and why everytime my mum remind me to pray.
yes,i was annoyed.irritated. just like most of you.
cos we LOVE this world too much,not thinking bout anything else.
entertainment,pleasure,peers...
but now i ive realised.ive noticed. ive known.
and it hurts me. for realising it abit too late.
for hurting them.
yet they didnt complain at all.
Thank you Allah SWT for giving this chance. for me to repay everything back. give me more time,i ask of you. i need this. show me more signs and open my heart.
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
Memang Syaitan Dan Jin Sangat Kuat Menghasut Orang2 Seluruh Dunia Untuk Menghapuskan Orang2 Islam.
Mereka Sudah Berjanji. Dan Semuanya Sudahpun Berlaku. Sudah Terlalu Banyak.
Haziq Berdoa Agar Semua Orang2 Islam Bangun Dan Sedar Bahawa Sudah Masanya Kami Berlawan Dalam Nama Allah SWT. Bukan Sesama Manusia Tetapi Kepada Jin-Jin Dan Syaitan Yang Terkutuk.
Open Your Eyes. IT'S HAPPENING. Kiamat. Sampai Bile? Sampai Bile Nak Macam Gini?
Everyone's Dying. Humans Against Humans. NO Respect At All.
And We,In Fits Of Anger, We Scold Them With Vulgarities. With Intentions Of Revenge. Nasty & Sinful Words. Isnt ALL THAT ARE WHAT THE SATANS AND JINS LOVE?
I Need All Of You To Open Your Eyes.Your Heart. I know I May Not Do Much...But I'm Trying.
Cos I Can Feel It Coming,Or Rather,LIke I Said,It's Happening.
Astaghfirullah Al Azeem...
Auzubillah Himinahsaiytan Nirrajiim...
If You're Not Gonna Listen Or Follow,I Cannot Say Don't Regret,Cos I Know Most Of Us Will If We Don't START NOW.
Trust Me On This My Fellow Believers. My Fellow Muslim.
You Know IT's True.
Aku berlindung kepada Allah dari gangguan syaitan, ( ** Sebutkan
namanya : Tsarbar / Dasim / Al-A'war / Maswath / Zalnabur ) yang
terkutuk, serta pengikut-pengikut dan anak-anaknya.
Sunday, August 01, 2010
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
HAIKAL SYAH. Tookk It I BLoody Agree On Everything He's Said.
Blog Link
My Take on Things
A transgender is asking for acceptance on Yahoo, saying he/she is also human. Wow. If you can accept that body of yours as human then accept the freaking gender it was made into. Don't go around asking people to accept something you know they won't like. We know you are human and it's not as if we're going to kill you. You didn't exactly come down in a spaceship saying, ''We are sexually confused but we come in peace!''. We are just not going to accept because there is a flaw in your demands. You think we hate transsexualism out of ignorance. The real reason why we do is because there is a fine line between 'ACCEPTING' and 'EMBRACING'.
If I ACCEPT him/her and transsexualism, my child might grow up in a world where he/she thinks that it's ok to be like him/her. If my child decides to follow suit and EMBRACES the lifestyle then I'll only have myself to blame. So I'm sorry but ACCEPTANCE is too much to ask for. Take business for example. If the price of rice rises too much for people to tolerate, we could always boycott. Trust me the prices will fall again with patience. High supply with low demand means low costs. Not accepting transsexualism and homosexuality will act as a form of deterrence to more people than you think you could ever influence. If it only takes one man to start a war between nations, it is also possible that one person's change of opinion will go a long way in securing a brighter future for ourselves and future generations. Thank God Singapore isn't America.
The reason I'm blogging it and not posting this on FB is because of the screwed up word limit.
Friday, June 11, 2010
NEED TO COVER THIS SONG. =]
ku harus katakan cinta
berapa lama
ku harus menunggumu
Diujung gelisah ini aku
tak sedetikpun tak ingat kamu
namun dirimu masih begitu
acuhkanku tak mau tahu
Pre-Chorus
Luka, luka, luka
yang kurasakan
bertubi, tubi, tubi
engkau berikan
cinta ku bertepuk sebelah tangan
tapi aku balas senyum keindahan
Chorus:
Bertahan satu cinta,
bertahan satu C.I.N.T.A
bertahan satu cinta,
bertahan satu C.I.N.T.A
Pernahkah engkau
sejenak mengingat aku,
pernahkah ingat
walau seperti angin berlalu
Disetiap malam kini aku
tak sedetikpun tak ingat kamu
namun dirimu masih begitu
acuhkanku, tak mau tahu
back to : Pre-Chorus, Chorus
Pre-Chorus , Chorus (2x)
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
update bout what? hmmm..
school's been bad. super stress.cant get anything in my mind right now.
Firehouse coming. saving up. do come okay peeps :D
a handful of people already coming. Love that.
been so long since a sang a full song at home.
Nabil,Farhan..when to cover westlife?
Alim..pokemon when to cover?
Hafiq...how long more to save up for BJJ's Gi? cos my NS's soon. lols.
Life,when will you stop stressing me? till i die? hahaha...
oh yea i do remember..during Mr.Big asia tour night..when i reached home i asked my bro..next band to come to singapore..which will we go?
i said i hope FIREHOUSE come =D
and he said OH YA...confirm go..
and our wish came true. huhu..
GottHard would be great also..but they're only multi famous in Switzerland and some parts of Europe =]
Deep purple came.. but nah,not that interested. hahaa.
Dad wanted to. but same reaction as mine. nahh...
Ice skating just now with Nabilah & Jessica.
Blisters on both.
had to go all th way to basement for plasters...
ice-skating make my legs headache..erm ok..legache.
rollerblading! never tried -.-
confirm suck also.
been listening to Firehouse Discography.
it's mind blasting.
the music.
the voice.
the guitar solo.
gahhh orgasm to my earssssss.
saturday busy day. goin to watch 2 performances (y)
piano show from Shihui.
malay dance from Fateha.
Friday going uncle house for family meeting. haha.
too much meeting.too much gathering.
eveytime must have ideas and suggestions.
i dont have any T.T
im just 18.
let me play with the lil kids in the room while adults talk in the living room please? :D
ok sunday not football please. busy week. i guess.
HAPPY FARHAN SYAH?
nb.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
even though i am super sleepy every morning. i'd go there everyday. rather than school. (thankfully school's always in the afternoon though)
although its far. those people at the home really brighten up my morning.
who said they're uncontrollable?
who said they go around touching you?
who the fuck said they're freaks.crazy and many more negative words.
fuck that.
if those ppl out there who always support the gays. their criminal family. their football team. or anything else that u want to protect. well, i'm here to do the same.
i mean,this is like the top priority to me.
being 'scared'..avoiding harmless ppl..ignoring em.,thats simply childish.
im 18 now for goodness sake. and most ppl i know are already around my age. even much much older.
cant u ppl just take a second to think.
most of the people working there are filipinos.
what,singaporeans too busy with themselves?
a 'more' important job.
yea ur important is earning loads of money... goin overseas. and enjoying ur goddamn lives.
and,some of the people there are close to normal IQ.
i wonder why the hell their families sent them there.
if their reasons are valid enough,fine.
but if not,go to hell.
they never ask to be born like that.
but they're enjoying life as it is.
while most of us.dissed em.hurt em.avoid em.
if ure a criminal,u can THINK and change.
if ure somehow a gay or bi,THINK & bloody change.
(im not totally against,if not i would have killed all these ppl.But dont think bout urself pls)
but these ppl cant...not much.
why cant we think for em?
i have the answer.
we're selfish.
if u think by atleast thinking bout em..
visitin em..
OR
atleast a donation... are sisyphean tasks.
then uve failed miserably in life.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Sunday, May 09, 2010
HAFIQ WAS BEING A BITCH. HE'S THE TOPSCORER AMONG US. KNN. AHAHAH!
oh well..we lost the first game..and then won a few.. surprised many. even some said 'oh these are the kids team ah?' surely we made an impact there. mostly thanks to the rest la.
COS I FREAKING SCORED ONE ONLY!
goodness sake, i suck. hahahaha..
so after 3 hours. we whole bunch went off to Kallang leisure centre to eat. LIKE FINALLY. freking hungry. even waited long for the rain to stop. the girls even wanted to take taxi.. but gladly no! ahaha save duit la! lol.
and then Fatin? came? friend of Farrah. at burger king. MANY THINGS HAPPENED. spotlight in there was DANIAL. ok,more to what he did.
*NOT GONNA SAY MUCH BUT MANY PPL ALMOST CRIED AND VOMITTED* AHAHAAH!
as disgusting as it was,it was freaking funny! Vani then had to leave early. then we went to dhoby ghaut..thought of watchin ipman2. but everywhere was soldout. ahahah.nvm. we all slacked at starbucks. as usual,noisy. Rara came! goodness her riddle sucks. LOL. i mean this ONE PARTICULAR RIDDLE =P up till 10plus and we're off. bid farewell to Rara & Anisa at clem Farrah,Fatin & Hakim at JE. Me,Han,Hafiq off at Lakeside. Danial,Alim,Nabil off at Boonlay.
(BRILLIANT DAY
Farhan,Nabil,Hafiq,Danial,Hakim,Alim,Anisa,Farrah,Vani,Fatin,Rara and KOPITES)
11plus-Farhan didnt wanna go up.so we chitchatted under block. around 2am,Silah came. she shocked the blue hell outa me.=.= ahaha i love all her stories :D aaround 3am,my parents came down and i asked for 10ringgit ($5) cos i was hungry.then off to 7-11! bought 2 instant cup noodles. Silah ice cream. Farhan bread. sent her home and we're off. already 4 plus and we zzzzzzz. 7.30 woke up. FOR ANOTHER FOOTBALL. i swear to god i was tired. but oh well.fun though =] Haikal's friend Din came for the first time.
Farhan lost hp. =[ i received bad news. and i already cried. with my wet hair (after bathing) waiting at the table for Farhan to finish bathing and then eat. im glad what i imagined wasnt wad was expected. fuck that feeling. i'm glad everything's fine. everyone's safe. sigh. im not taking any chances though. need to really be careful.
Sorry Huda cos of this i cant go jogging with u.
Sorry Hakim cos u had to do the job of informing someone off.
thanks everyone. for ytd
and today
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
*i tot u call me back saying
*class
*UN-CANCELLED
*i scared liao
*AHAHA
♥ JESS: 1st: play badminton 2nd: ice-skating says (11:18 AM):
*HAHAHA!!!!
*I thought Apple called me back to say that too!!!
*LOL!
*hahaha
(um) الله Syairazi 'ZIQQYMON' Haziq [YNWA] الله (um) says (11:18 AM):
*HAHAHAHAHAAH
Monday, May 03, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
MARX FINALLY GAVE UP ON MY RIDDLE. HAHAH
GOOD JOB,GIRL!
('.')Marxiye Ohhh says (8:19 PM):
*give up alrdy
('.')Marxiye Ohhh says (8:20 PM):
*answer pls
(um) الله Syairazi 'ZIQQYMON' Haziq [YNWA] الله (um) says (8:20 PM):
*****************CANNOT PUBLISH TO PPL**********************
('.')Marxiye Ohhh says (8:20 PM):
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA WALAOOOO
('.')Marxiye Ohhh says (8:21 PM):
*lucky i never wait for 1 week
*if not i think i kill you
updates last minute.
changes last minute.
and it doesnt just affect me.
it affect everyone.
well,yes im mad.
if someone hadnt told me,
i wouldnt know.
and i already have my plans.
for many things.
including big and serious things.
I'D BE IN JAIL BECAUSE of these last minute changes.
it might happen.
it could happen.
in some cases,it will.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
DALAM BYK BYK PANDAN..PANDAN APE YANG PERNAH POPULAR DULU???
Many Stated Pandan Garden..Pandan Cake..Ulu Pandan..some even gave me Pandan.com..
which i opened and its a site bout Pandan Island. HAHA...
So I left the question and went to town with Hafiq & Danny..
and then 10.53...i published my answer.... looks at what they have to say.
Syairazi Haziq : TO Haikal Syah...YANG PALING BINGIT..THE ANSWER..TO....PANDAN APE YANG PERNAH POPULAR IS...... =X PANDAN PANDAN JELING JELING - SM SALIM AND DATO SITI NURHALIZA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! EH ORANG.AKU TAHU LAH PANDANG ADE G =.=
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Some Pictures I Got To Beautify My Dull Posts So Far. HAHA.
Photos From The Grace Charity Concerttttt..
Oh Ya Met TIDIOT For The First Time. hahaha YNWA BRO! lol.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
1st few of my riddles sucks =.= ppl got it so easily..
EXCEPT FOR THE LAST ONE. HAHAHA
Dalam Banyak Banyak PASAR...pasar ape yang gelap??
PASAR MALAM =.= ZZZ EZZATI GOT IT FIRST.
dalam banyak banyak malam..malam ape yang terang-gelap-terang-gelap...HAHAHAHA
SILAH GOT IT. MALAM RAYA.ZZZZZ.DALAM BANYAK BANYAK LAUT.. LAUT APE YANG PALING SEDAP? HAHAHAHAH
SILAH LAGI.. CB...SEAFOOD.DALAM BANYAK BANYAK POKOK....POKOK APE YANG ADE IKAN!?!!?!?!?!?!?! (i swear u all cant answer this -.-..dah BINGIT)
EHEM! I GAVE EM SO MUCH TIME.. NOT EVEN ONE GOT IT. HAHAHAHAIM SO DARN HAPPY. NOOBS LOSERS!!!!
AAHAAHAHAHAHH ANW THE ANSWER...
IKA WAS RIGHT BUT SHE WAS LATE..AWWWW...
NABIL ALMOST GOT IT TOO =]
JAWAPAN : POKOKnya dijamin enak...ya itu dong!! GURAME! AHAHAHAHAHAAH OMG OMG OMG SUMPAH KELAKAR! OI KETAWE LA!!! OI!
GOD IM GLAD EVERYONE REMEMBER THIS. LOL
AND THEY ALL LOVE MY RIDDLE =D OHOH.
IM BEST.IM BOSS.
Monday, April 19, 2010
im back. dont worry. im not hurt badly since the day ive gone missing =]
just need some time off to think. bout what?
not a need to say it here =]
oh well. yesterday was great.
Grace Charity Concert.
to watch my Dear BB,Netashya and Aisha.
left house at 5.30 since Aisha told us too.
Marx laughed at us cos its damn early =.=
in the end,we were late...
Hafiq plus Danial
and why?
HAHAHAHA...(here goes our adventure)
already 6.30 when we reached queenstown.
so we decided to take a taxi.
took cab a few metres away from the busstop.
we told the driver ...
UNCLE AH..CJC..
uncle dont know =.=
so he stopped infront of the busstop.
and Danial went to check the road.
all there is...is the word... 'PIE'
great =.=
called Aisha..but shes busy.for address
called Marx and she dont know at first. haha.
we stopped at dont know where.
paid the cab fare. and took another cab.
awesome enough, THAT DRIVER ALSO DONT KNOW.
he had to call his friend. and i talked to his friend.
Alhamdulillah the friend say 'OHHHH'
when i said near old police academy. Thanks MARX!
whitley road!
hahaha...
finally we reached. at the hostel. and had to go downhill.
nice school.
big field. haha.
had to wait for choir to end then we can enter.
lucky enough Aisha's performance was next and we made it in time.
i shouted AISHAAAA..
hahahaah..
then when it was the malay dancers' turn.
i said.
NET I SAW YOU (i swear i didnt..she was still at the side of the backstage)
everyone looked at me -.-
kpo singaporeans.
HAHAHA......
her friends told her they heard me :D hohoho
the concert was awesome.
I SWEAR INDIAN DANCE MUSIC IS THE BEST.
hahaha i loike. i liove! LOL.
and jealous i am..the drama people? could memorise everything that they have said =.=
what brains....
everything done and we waited for Net and Aisha outside.
off to town.
stopped at one busstop for photos.
then bussed to town.
ate at burgerking.
Adam came...
for his sister.awwww... -.-
lol...
good adventure to CJC :D
good night. although tired legs.
next day played soccer.
i swear i wanna amputate my leg.
while sleeping, i moved my leg abit. AND THE SPASM WAS @#$$^$%&#@#$@^
i 'URGHHHHHH'
my mum was like..
mum : HAZIQ KENAPE?!!?!?!
me : urghhh sakitttt..
mum : jap jap ibu panggil ayah (wait wait i call dad)
me : *zzzzzzzzzzzz*
dad didnt appear.
and i went to sleep. ahahahaah.
oh well.
need rest. many many rest.
one more week til school.
photos? will wait for Net and friends i guess. haha.
sorry anw cos ive been missing.
not a biggie.
I AM THE MAN OR WHAT? AHHAHAHA OK FINE I KNOW ITS LAME -.-
OH WELL.WAIT FOR MY NEXT TEKA TEKI =D