Don't you be failing on me.
i depend on you too much.

I DID IT COS I LOVE YA,MAN....

JUST LIKE I LOVE EVERYBODY ELSE... =]

AWESOME PERFORMANCE ACCORDING TO OTHERS =D


I WANT TO THANK EVERYBODY WHO HELPED US ON THE VIDEO AND PHOTOGRAPHY.
FOR COMING AND SUPPORTING.
AND JUST MORAL SUPPORT.
A GREAT BOOST FOR A YOUNG BAND LIKE US..
MIGHT TAKE A LONG TIME TO WRITE ALL NAMES HERE..
BUT U PPL KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
THANK YOU ALL AGAIN,VERY MUCH =]


BEFORE PERFORMANCE.


YAT HAND...
..FARHAN!!! YNWA! ...................AT BANANA LEAF


KHAIRUL!!! .....................HAHA AT BANANA LEAF.

HU SO NAUGHTY TAKE THIS? LOL

DAM AND ME.

KANASAI!!!!!! -.-
KANASAI BEHIND!!!!!!!!! -.-

DURING PERFORMANCE..

LIFE IS GOOOD.

YAT BASS

DAM LEAD

SHAZ DRUM

FIQ RHYTHM

ONE THING, ROCK

ADAM !!!!

OHHHH..HOW BEAUTIFUL IS LIFEEEEEEEEEEE!

THE PAINNNNN IIIIII FEEEEEELLLLL!

AFTER PERFORMANCE

FARHAN-tu

FIQ WHISPERED IN THE WIND

FARIS THE MAGNIFICOOL DRUMMER FROM WAWA !!

FAIRUS SHY LA..HAHAHA..

FIQ AND HUICHEN'S PEACE

YATTATA ROCKSTAR

SHAZNI SPARKY!!

DANIAL !!!

SHAZNI AND DANNY

CLUB6

AFTER THAT ME,DANNY,NABZ,HUICHEN AND PEIQI GO WATCH BEVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA AT VIVO ..

OKOK LA THE MOVIE..GOOD FOR KIDS..LOLS =]

ON THE WAY TO COFFEESHOPPPP..

CHAT ABIT LA...

HUICHEN LOVES MY BEATLE BAG -.-

HUICHEN STALKER!!!! LOLS.

SAME POSE..HAHAS.

LAST PLACE BEFORE BRO'S WENT HOME

YOUNGNABZ AND REIZAY ROCKSTAR

PEIQI LOOKING AT HANDSOME GUYS..

AKIF-O THE THIEF-O

YOUNGNABZ WAS QUIET ON THAT DAY..BUT! HE CAN RAP EVERYDAY =D

ZIQQYMON !!!!!!!!!!!!

HUICHEN (PRONOUNCE AS ''ACHOOM !! '')

PROM LAST TUESDAY WAS NERVOUS..
BUT ENDED WELL =]



COOL QINXIN

COOL QINXIN PART 2

MARCUS BRO

BROTHER GKX

SHANENI ! XABI ALONSO'S FAN..WAHAHAHA!

THUZAR =DD

YANWAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GERALDINE SISTO =]]]]DDD

I CAN'T BELIEVE LIFE IS THIS BAD..
THOUGH IT DOES NOT CONCERN ME..
I WANNA BE INVOLVE..
I WANNA FEEL THE HURT TOO..
AS IT'S UNFAIR TO HER..
HER FAMILY...
EVERYTHING THAT SHE OWNS..
EVERYTHING THAT SHE LOVES..
TOTALLY DESTROYed JUST BY ONE THING..

SHE DON'T DESERVE ALL THESE..


AS LONG AS THERE'S HOPE..
IM GONNA BE PART OF THE HOPE..

GLIMMERING....

BOUGHT GIRL'S GENERATION 1ST ALBUM =]
FROM PEIQI'S WORKPLACE..HAHA. =]

MY BLOG SONG...
RIDES AGAIN - APOLOGY

A song suitable for apologising...LOL LIKE DUH! =]

so here I am writing you this letter
Looking for the words to make things better and
Every time I think I've finally found them
I find myself staring at a mountain
Of crumpled paper with ink stained hands
Broken promises and messed up plans
No idea how to get this through
All I know is I just gotta tell you

I never meant to say what's on my mind
I wish that I could some how make it right
There's no excuse for everything I put you through
I never meant to laugh when I saw you cry
I know it's kinda late to apologize
I swear it's true, I'm gonna make it up to you

Sorry if you think it's kind of shallow
But this guilt is getting hard to swallow
I don't know what was going through my head
I take the blame for every tear you shed
I meant it good but it turned out bad
And it cost me the best thing I ever had
No idea how to get this through
All I know is I just gotta tell you

I never meant to say what's on my mind
I wish that I could some how make it right
There's no excuse for everything I put you through
I never meant to laugh when I saw you cry
I know it's kinda late to apologize
I swear it's true, I'm gonna make it up to you

Just let me try
Just let me try
Try to apologize

I never meant to say what's on my mind
I wish that I could some how make it right
There's no excuse for everything I put you through
I never meant to laugh when I saw you cry
I know it's kinda late to apologize
I swear it's true, I'm gonna make it up to you

I'm gonna make it up to you
I swear it's true, I'm gonna make it up to you

OKAY SINCE THERE'S JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME TO REPLY..
IM JUST GONNA REPLY TO WHOM I FEEL THE NEED TO..SORRY PEEPS =]
BLAME MY SPOILT FAN POWER SUPPLY..
USING BRO'S LAPTOP NOW.

WON'T BE ON FOR QUITE A LONG TIME..DUE TO SOME MINOR/MAJOR PROBLEMS =[



SO IF YA NEED ANYHING,DONT HESITATE TO CALL.



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OKAY,THIS IS THE POST WHICH EVERYONE ARE WAITING FOR =]
ALMOST SAME AS HIDAYAT'S BUT NOT THE SAME =] I HAVE MY OWN VERSION TOO =]

9.30 PM....

Met Hafiq at a bus stop near my house..
we ride all the way to shell which is quite near to Danial's house to pump the tyres..
waited for the resttttt to reach...
Hakim,Faaruq,Shazni reached 2nd..
followed by Clinton,jasir and Hidayat...
put on backlights and chat awhile...
then we moved off to have our late supper =]







around 12plus... late supper at a coffeeshop near my house.. met Kexian and her friends.. ahahs..didnt expect her to be there.. not at that time =] so i ate prata -.- lols.. then rest ate.....FOOD! haahahahahah!!! until 1am plus i think...




So off to the cemeteries =] Danial and Jasir lead the way... stopped at the side of the road near the cemeteries and snap some pics =]]





2AM PLUS.....
AND THEN OFFFF.....zooom! to the bus stop outside old muslim cemetery...
while on the way there..
there was an old man...very weird as written in hidayat's blog...
he was with a large group of boys..
when hidayat passed by him,he said 'how are you?' in malay... something like that...
Hidayat stopped infront of him...
wanted to reply..but Danial,who was infront told yat to move on...so he did...

and i was behind him...and the guy said ''be careful eh''..i looked at him and smiled =x
the groupd of boys are around our age..
i dont know..maybe they are involve in/with contrabands..or maybe black magic..

we all stopped at the following bus stop..
discussing formation..
i suggest to enter chinese cemetery 1st..
and so we did..

formation is..

~ JASIR 7 AND YAT 10 LEAD
~ DANNY 5, HAFIQ 6, CLINTON 11, SHAZNI 18 AT CENTER
~ HAZIQ 14, HAKIM 8, FAARUQ 9 AT THE BACK

we were each given a number..
cos we are not allowed to call names in the cemetery..
dont know why...
but many possibilities..
they said those things could pretend to become us =x

NOTE : WE DIDNT TAKE PICS INSIDE THE CEMETERY COS FAARUQ WAS RECORDING VIDEO.....
and at the entrance,we were each given nails.... for protection.. i dont know if i personally bilieve..but we were just being careful =] so in the chinese cemetery... 1st lane..nothing much..but when we turn to the left.. jasir suddenly turned around... i made a mistake by asking 'EH WHY TURN?' we shouldnt ask no questions... and should just follow... =[ lucky nothing happened to me..or us...SO FAR...i guess.. we hurriedly ride off the entrance..this time its hakim and me last...the rest had already left and rested at the entrance of an army camp... i turned around to the chinese cemetery and said 'DUI BU QI...' to the spirits in there =] extraced from hidayat's blog below... ''''''WE WERE ON THE WAY THROUGH AND SUDDENLY, JASIR TOLD US TO U-TURN. WE U-TURNED AND MADE OUR WAY OUT OF THE PLACE. HE SAW A WOMAN WEARING RED STANDING AT THE SIDE OF A TREE RIGHT BESIDE US. DANNY SAW A WOMAN PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK WITH HIM AT THE NEARBY HOUSE/OLD TEMPLE BESIDE THE PATH WE WALKED ON TO. HIDAYAT SAW TWO BLINKING AND SHINING EYES AT THE BACK OF THE HOUSE AND SUDDENLY DISAPPEARED. THE OTHERS DOESNT FEEL ANYTHING. SO THE CHINESE CEMETERY WAS OVER.''''' next,we proceed to the christian cemetery.. it was sooooo...foggy..we hardly see the front.. and of coz behind.. formation was the same... i notice SHAZNI looked rather weak.. i asked him if he was ok.. he jus nodded weakly.. then we all started asking if he wanna leave.. he said no..just carry on.. and i told him to say some prayer.. at 1st it was rather weak too.. but we forced him to say it strongly and loudly.. and he did.. thank god..so much... and so we carried on..inside.. we went one round.. didnt go all the way as it was toooo foggy..very blur... the same thing..i was last with hakim..me and him turned around and apologised to the spirits.. =x shazni did so too afterwards... after that,we needed rest..so we all went off ...out of the cemetery area..and proceed to a coffeeshop..far from the graveyards.. WHILE ON THE WAY..MY EYES CAUGHT SOMETHING.. THE MALAY WRAPPED GHOST (POCHONG) BY THE BUSHES..as i was last with hakim, i told him to speed up..and he did.. i was slow =x i was last..damn..goosebumps.. i couldnt bilieve my eyes i actually saw it...DAMN IT... then we reached ...coffeeshop... had a chat there..drinks too.. after a few mins...we went off to a nearby block.. continued chatting... then suddenly..i have no idea who.. started talking bout the weird guy again.... when we were at the bus stop, he passed by us alone with his bicycle.. he was alone this time.. the boys hu were with him were gone.. we dont know where.. he cycled straight into the muslim cemetery...weird..and very freaky.. so questions were raised.. answers were trapped in the mouth.. doubts wonders everywhere.. half of us already chose no too proceed.. because who knows what that MAN said..might ve some kind of trap.. 'be caredul eh'...or 'how are you?' or maybe curiousity... negativity begins to grow.. but positivity too were not missed.. all i know is that me,hakim and shazni..really wanted to carry on..the rest were having doubts.. shazni even started crying.. because he said..this is the only time for us to bond.. to have experiences.. he lied..to someone he loves =x just for a trip with us.. and thats a big sacrifice.. after hearing that..its motivated alot of us there.. and some wanted to proceed.. i was glad.... faaruq den tried to raise our confidence too... & for others hu dun wanna,they can stay outside.. .................................................................................... ITS WAS ALREADY 4AM.... ------------------------------------------------



this was the pic we took before entering the muslim cemetery..very dark..DAMN!
WHILE on the way there...THAT WEIRD GUY riding his bicycle passed by us on the road..
and said to me 'oh,still here?'
and said 'YA YA!' without looking at him =x
..............................

after seeing that man leaves,the rest gained confidence........
and all decided to enter..
thats good =]

this time,its me who leads..with hakim...
yat was behind taking video now...

i dont know why,but in this cemetery..we were suddenly very noisy..
maybe we were too nervous...
i got angry..and told em to shut up =x

then suddenly me and hakim saw a black bird..with silverish shiny wings =x

EXTRACED FROM HIDAYAT'S BLOG

''''''''THE PATH WAS NARROW.
WE WALKED ALL THE WAY THROUGH.
ON THE WAY THERE, WE HEARD, SAW, SMELT.
EXCEPT FOR TOUCHED AND FELT.
WE TOOK 30 MINS IN THERE AND THEN WENT OFF.
ONCE OUTSIDE, WE SHARED OUR STORIES.
FAARUQ - SAW LOTS OF BLACK FIGURES STANDING AT THE SIDES OF THE KUBOR(CEMETERY), HEARD MOANING OF PAINS ON HIS LEFT EARS.
DANNY - HEARD MOANING OF PAINS. LOTS AND LOTS OF IT, SMELT OF ROTTEN DEAD BODIES.
HAZIQ - HEARD MOANING OF PAIN ONCE AND SAW AN UNUSUAL BIRD.
HAKIM - HEARD MOANING OF PAIN.
CLINTON - HEARD MOANING OF PAIN.
JASIR - HEARD MOANING OF PAIN.
SHAZNI - HEARD MOANING OF PAIN, SAW BLACK FIGURE.
HAFIQ - HEARD MOANING OF PAIN, SMELT OF ROTTEN DEAD BODIES.
YAT - HEARD EITHER MOANING OF PAIN/DOGS HOWLING COS THERE WERE DOGS IN FRONT OF US,SMELT ROTTEN DEAD BODIES AND WELL AS KEMENYAN (A VERY NICE SMELL USED FOR DEAD PPL)
ALL OF US EXPERIENCED IT.''''''''''


yeah..actually we ALL saw 3 to 4 humans..in the middle of the road at the cemetery..
they were just standing there..with no lights... 0.0

as we went in deeper n deeper..
i realised i was last.. 0.0
i kept looking behind...damn it..
im glad ntg was behind me..
so we went off after that..
hakim stayed and followed beside me..

that was when me and him talked bout how and when and why we will one day too,be inside these graves..
probably.. moaning in pain too...
getting tortured as according to muslim religion,we will be tortured n punished for all the wrongdoings we've done when we were alive =x

THEN WE WENT STRAIGHT TO GET REFRESHMENT AT MACDONALDS.


then to coffeeshop near danial's house...we slept there..
and took pictures =]
i admit,i was the hypest around there..waahaahahah....















OKAY PEEPS,I CANT UPLOAD THE VIDEOS HERE.. WHO KNOWS WHAT MIGHT YOU SEE IN THERE =X AND IF U SEE ANYTHING UNUSUAL IN THE PHOTOS ABOVE,DO TELL US =] THOSE THINGS MIGHT APPEAR.. MIGHT FOLLOW US BACK. =] THAT'S ALL FOLKS..GODDAMN ITS A LONG POST.



------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- credits to shazni..for being emotional for us..and forever in the back with us..fighting from fears and fighting for OUR fears too.. and too faaruq too,for struggling..but kept on fighting..(his 'spoilt' bicycle was his barriers)
hakim for travelling all the way from woodlands =x to jurong..
and then using faaruq 'spoilt' bike...and being last with me all the way..
Danial and Jasir for leading us the way ..need a great heart to lead ppl..especially in a graveyard...
Hidayat and Hafiq for finally decided to enter ...its a great leap from fear..
clinton for being the only chinese....if im the only malay,i'll be very uncomfortable,but he showed great spirit and courage.
AND THANKS ALOT TO MY DEAREST COUSIN,REIZAY ROCKSTAR FOR THE BICYCLE..HEHE..I CANT AFFORD TO HAVE ONE =]
WE ARE KNIGHT-MARES
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